time is a mystery. we can remember the time but we can not repeat the time. all things we have done in the past would only be a memory. We can not just forget a memory. there are times when memories bring joy and sometimes also with regret. as I feel now, I'm sorry. I know that regret is useless. all will regret time not in vain because time will non turn back. not all the beautiful memories will be beautiful, too if the recall. in fact, a wonderful memory that will taste bitter, too, if remembered. I regret, why all this should happen? why have carved a sweet memories between me and him? time was magical, a very short time together can carve a memory so deep and difficult to forget. because of time I cry, I always hoped to be a strong woman who did not cry. but the memories are forcing my tears fell. it seems strange a beautiful story turned into a painful memory, so sick, my heart sick when I remember everything. I want to be angry, but just who? I could not blame the time. already a law of nature that the time went forward to the fore through the present and reach the future. if I had started at the memory, I can not do anything except feel the longing and regret so deep and cry and surrender all the time (the time will erase everything). I was tired and hurt. I'm tired of crying all, I'm tired of regretting it. but what can I do? I was sloppy. I could just cry. weep for something that will never come back, I was stupid! I hate myself because of the loneliness I often feel lost, I do not want to own! I do not want to go on like this, I've tired. I often promise myself that I will not cry as much memory but I was also breaking that promise. now I will don't think if time will erase everything. which I think is one person who can remove them all and make new memories with me? and all questions will be answered by time.